Saturday, February 02, 2008

Realize - Colbie Caillat

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is.
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no its never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd er have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now

I think this is a really bear your soul kind of song. contrary to the opinion that this song is a happy song. i kinda beg to differ. its sort of carries a different tone from the other song she came up with. bubbly was one that sounded happy and nice. this one kinda goes with my flow, catches my drift when i m feeling sad. its kinda a song for a burdened heart. when ur heart feels heavy. i m having one of those days.

its almost like saying. it could all have been great nice and perfect. maybe not perfect perfect but as close to perfect as it could ever be. Realize (no pun intended) how many times If appears in the song). repitition is like peppered all over. seriously cant be a happy song. sounds like sadness and regret to me. and a deep feeling of helplessness. but a song of someone clinging on to hope. the song sounds like me. cus its exactly wad i m feeling now. that in a relationship. both of us have to go the distance. its really about wad the title says. realizing what ur other half wants, needs, means, is saying. understanding the other persons problems, intentions. but at the same time finding a common balance in between differences, for the sake of affection, love and to find serenity in the relationship.

serenity means alot to me. i wish i was back in new zealand when i was alone one night for a short spell. lying on the grass, watching the stars, feeling the cool air and the nature sounds. true serenity. i ll give anything to relive that moment. but u know what. i ll give even more for days of happiness, days of true purpose, and causes for optimisim once again. cus when u lose innocence and u lose God. things change. but then again u cant find virtue and build character without losing innocence. its time to start finding what u have lost. but if only it was as easy and typing the blog post. but den again difficulties shouldnt stop us from trying.

i could go on and on if not for my dinner call. check back another time i guess. bye.

|cowpoo| 6:53 PM|

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